Part I – My Material (Physically Having) History

• Chapter 1 – Race, Money, Fashion
• Chapter 2 – Plants, Pets, and Education
• Chapter 3 – Jobs
• Chapter 4 – Connections, Opportunities, Genetics

Part II – My Sensual (Feeling) History

• Chapter 5 – The Satin Edge
• Chapter 6 – Gifted, Hyper Competitive, and Overly Sensitive
• Chapter 7 – Puppy Love and Status
• Chapter 8 – Busy-ness as Salvation
• Chapter 9 – Karate and Self Image
• Chapter 10 – Homophobia and Musical Expression
• Chapter 11 – Digging a Pond, High School, and Music Camp
• Chapter 12 – Heterosexuality, Self Esteem, Avon Fashion
• Chapter 13 – The Opposite Game, College, and Sex
• Chapter 14 – Cruise Ships, Internet, and Control
• Chapter 15 – Saturn’s Return, Delayed Gratification, and Aging Dreams

Part III – My Ideological (Believing) History

• Chapter 16 – God as Cartoon to God as Universe
• Chapter 17 – Movies, Mythology, and Morality
• Chapter 18 – 3rd Grade Politics and Beyond
• Chapter 19 – Melody
• Chapter 20 – Mom
• Chapter 21 – Dad